angry?!

erm....erm....no mood at all..why?!i also don't know what had happen?!...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......loudly spoke out my feelings..!! Does this method work?keke...it seem never work, no use at all!who really can give me a hand?
why everytime i got a kind of feeling that make me looks damn stupid and yet let me very upset and down?
today, i knew throwing temper tantrums did not help, because others could throw even better tantrums than i could, so what should i do? nothing!!!!!!!others can pretend they did not know, so just ignore your feelings...
erm...erm....in the end, i knew the best way is next time try to hide myself...!